September 2010
1 post
Wishes he would pay attention to me again, like when we were young.
May 2010
1 post
29 days.
For the last 300 days or so i have been counting down days, marking calenders and preparing myself for the day i become a woman. June 1, 1989 at 5:36 am and a shocking 6 lbs 3 oz. I was Born it has only taken 21 years for me to get here.. what a shame i feel like crap i have spent 21 years of my life to only get HERE? I work Full time, Go to school part Time, and try to make enough money to pay my...
April 2010
2 posts
One day things will work out.
I left my classroom today. I Cried… I have grown so attached to my kids and i mean well more attached to the way they say my name lol.
My services were no longer needed in the Twaddler Classroom/ Best Friend Room. My Kids got older and so that meant they had to move up to the next level. Although i am proud that they are starting to engage in actual conversation and use the...
March 2010
1 post
For Brie
I hate work, everyday it gets more difficult to walk in with a smile. I finally get settled then some other ignorant person messes up in their classroom and i have to run to fix it and end up spending a month in their room cleaning up their mess. I miss my kids.. i went in my room the other day and colin ( my love ) cried and ran to me and refused to let go, i cant stand being away from them :(
December 2009
5 posts
Lifestyle of the Poor and Petty.
Busy, Busy Busy
Especially with all of the holidays coming up, i feel like i have no time to just sit still.. hence me spending my time on the internet right now.. i work 9 hours a day and then have to find rides home and such its really exhausting, but good news i will officially be able to pick up my car on wed. or at the latest saturday i cannot imagine anything else going wrong with this car...
My life is an Awkward Disaster.
Work is really starting to get to me, 40 hours a week at tutor time plus the four nights a week i babysit its honestly getting to be a little much. I need like a solid week of no work.. to make it better i offered to work double shifts over christmas that way someone who has children and well.. that is not a jew could use the time to see their families.. How nice of me right? i may have just...
Saturday 8am meetings..
who needs that… SYKE
not me.
Holiday Season
Hanukkah is next week but i am more excited for christmas, which is especially odd for me.
Work is going like scary amazing, i love my kids and my co-workers its like a family there. i even have some of them asking to hang out with me outside of work making it neat that i am actually excited to go to my saturday training session with everyone it will be nice to see how everyone is with out the...
Feels like i have an expiration date approaching
so tired.
Work- 9hours
Babysitting-5 hours
Sleep- less then 6 (most likely)
Somehow things dont seem to even out for me.
2.5 hours for a 9 hour day.
Lack of Sleep.
12 two year olds.
2.5 hours of sleep
for 9 hours.
Long Day, Feeling Sick.
Thank god for jon.
Who ordered chinese food before i even got home.
Taking vitamin C and eating my dinner.
Goodnight .
November 2009
4 posts
Thanksgiving.
My Family and Friends Came home for Thanksgiving Break.
As much as I enjoy seeing my family it gets harder every year to hold up to my obligations of being a sister or a granddaughter. Its painful and unbearable to spend any time what so ever in a room with most of my family, putting on a happy face has just become a selfless routine for me. My brother and a few cousins are the exceptions to...
