Work is really starting to get to me, 40 hours a week at tutor time plus the four nights a week i babysit its honestly getting to be a little much. I need like a solid week of no work.. to make it better i offered to work double shifts over christmas that way someone who has children and well.. that is not a jew could use the time to see their families.. How nice of me right? i may have just completely ruined my social life…

On the Brighter side, jon and i have decided that we will be staying in our apartment another year, its finally really coming together as a home and its like why give up now while everything is starting to look good! * This weekend i am re-hanging my curtains and doing a In depth cleaning job*  I am glad we are staying here ya know it feels good that he is still willing to live here with me and that he has not yet said bitch you crazy and got a one bedroom rental far far away from here.

On a more depressing note, jon has also thought about joining the military.. again but this time he seems determined. he said the rent will be paid while he is gone so i can still live here and if i decided to leave him while he is away just to tell his lawyer and to be so kind as to put his things into his storage unit.. yeah jon lovely plan.. He did say though we could get married :) i mean he said its so he can get twice as much money for being away in boot camps and such but idk im not trying to marry someone who is just leaving for a long time… not to much fun

P.s - No car.. STILL.. FML.